I was hiking in the woods with a group of people and one child, the atmosphere became gloomy, with a grey light and moisty air. Our trail started flooding in front of us, which we found peculiar and decided to turn back and find a way to reach the car. I was mostly concerned for the child. As we reached the van I became aware that the driver was an old friend of mine and we began commenting on the peculiarities of what had happened. We drove off and stopped at a public toilet where there was an old lady’s ghost hunting the place and making people disappear, trapping and possessing them. Looking around I saw the image of a strange figure floating around with a bunch of enormous keys in his hand, he was making doors appear out of nowhere, which when opened with one of the keys, was creating a passage to another place in this universe, or another. I took interest in what the old lady was doing and spoke to her nicely, what I believe made her like me. From the toilets I exited into a room where people were appearing and disappearing through those doors and also at the rage of the old woman. I noticed in one locker a bag from which a familiar coat was sticking out. As I was approaching it, a blue butterfly 🦋started flapping around, going at me, trying to stop me from taking the coat out and figure out what was happening. I took the coat out of the locker and began to remember that there was another lady that had this coat and that she disappeared, so I realised that the ghost was possessing people, taking them to a parallel life, in sort of a trial to find the suitable partner for the son, who was kept prisoner in the toilet. While having these thoughts the butterfly landed on my hair like a clip, touching my right ear as well. I was pleased about it, however, I started sensing it’s heaviness, which made me feel uncomfortable and uneasy. I wanted to take it off but was scared to touch it, so I asked for help, but no one did. I tried to take it positively and said to myself that I might look cute with the butterfly on my hair so I’ll go have a look in the mirror. At this point the coat wrapped itself around me and squeezed me with the cord pulling me towards the bathroom, with a magnificent force, all who were in that room jumped up to help me.
The end.
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the place
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It’s so dark and cold here.
I should walk away,
And find a better place.
How long have I been walking for?
My feet feel sore and tired.
I must have been walking for quite a while.
No, it can’t be!
It all looks the same.
Gloomy and hollow,
Just a white emanation around me.
Like I’m illuminating the darkness,
Merely to see myself in it.
I wander some more,
Hoping I’ll find a brighter place.
This journey feels endless!
No matter how far I go,
The place is the same.
It's like I never left it…
Maybe, I should just sit and rest.
If this is my place I carry wherever I go,
I shall build a fire.
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headless
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Chaos infinite creative potential
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seeing not looking
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Engulfed in the search for knowledge of thyself and the mysteries of life.
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The view is within and without.
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The contact is direct and in reflect.
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Looking, a journey in the past,
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Seeing, a celebration of being in the present that brings a future.
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light beggar
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Where water is, there bread arrives.
But not the reverse.
Water never comes from loaves.
You are the honoured guest.
Do not weep like a beggar for pieces of the world.
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The river vanishes because of that desiring.
Swim out of your little pond.
Rumi “Water from the well of the soul”
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vertebrae
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In the dream I am taking the lift up in a tall skyscraper. As I reach one of the highest floors I step out of the lift and get mesmerised by the the black marble floor. It was so clean and shiny that you could see your reflection in and beyond in the vast dark starry universe. I start running down the corridor towards it's end which was a glass window from edge to edge. As I approach it there is no window and the floor suddenly ends. I start falling and falling, feeling terrified but at some point in my fall I decide to let go of the fear and just enjoy the fall.
I hit the ground.
I feel nothing.
I get up and look at the floor where I can see my spine and my bones as the body was see thru. I look at myself and my new form is also see thru. I have no feeling about it so I start walking away.
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